a ,an lives out an entire forest life in a dream. the large copse of trees around his cabin is c.trees. the dark night sky above his little field is n.sky.
the ,an came from b.house still with the n.sky.
he was large but not in the large c.trees.
he held two r.buckets into the trees.
past s.forest: a s.r.creek.
he l.bucket a.rocks so it was sideways and water drifted around the sides and above the rock into the bucket.
the s.r. creek was hardly lit but the water wriggling o.rocks was apparent.
he repeated with the o.r.bucket and came back through the c.trees, left the f.buckets i.f.house, and e.shed.
i.shed the ,an unhooked h.h.meat that came from the pasture.
he cut three p.meat: one for himself and one for the b.,an, and one since he did not have a l.dog running around anymore.
he hung the meat back on its hook and went i.house to c.portion.
the s.burdgeoned.
he l.stove and p.meat i.pan on e.side u.ready.
he ate the h.meat o.bowl with some of his e.p.gruel.
w.axe and knife and rag and meat in a tied cloth and a v.l.sack the ,an w.f.i.forest.
glades and sun rays f.a.paths b.p.brush o.n.paths.
Water Find is what he thought.
the ,an f.lake long as a tree.
He l.meat by the lakeside and c.u.tree that hung o.it.
he s.limb and waited.
the nights were cold and the days hot here and the ,an breathed heat and it h.head and body strong and tense on the t.limb.
r.a.,an the sun sat and b.limb a dog a.meat.
r.b.,an. l.rock the ,an dropped straight o.ground o.dog he strangled and f.bag o.dog his arms huge his muscles c.t.iron.
s.thrashed and flipped, climbed his w.arms and the bag l.s.cliff.
s.arms out r.fit.
clawed and gnashed.
f.slipped out and d.i.forest.
the ,an lie on his side c.cuts a.arms and legs and belly and his face where c.beard had been bit at.
he felt safe to lie here but would not be c.forest i.dark.
he made b.house but s.before and made to the c.hovel.
the c.hovel had an obscure and s.opening.
the ,an s.in, f.clapping against the d.s.floor.
the c.hovel was w.cold and s.musty and sour and made the ,an f.sick.
f.in the walls c.away to a l.chamber.
there was s.w.light to see the sleeping b.,an by.
the ,an p.meat to the side o.s.wood.
he did this. the ,an looked at the sleeping b.,an. w.ears like s.l.pebbles.
body s.u.h.skin that the ,an had gifted.
the b.,an e.opened and the b.,an sat up in its grass nest and l.,an.
its e.furrowed and it got up and g.,an by the arm, g.his shoulder.
q.walked to its pack and b.around.
the b.,an c.back with cloth and a clear jar which t.o.cloth.
the b.,an grabbed the a.,an and p.w.cloth o.cuts of the ,an.
he g.teeth and bore it as the b.,an stung him with the cloth: How’d he even get this cut up, what could he have done? He’ll die if this keeps up.
once the b.,an had finished, the ,an pointed at the meat he had l.table.
meat.
the b.,an s.meat: Meat yes thank you, meat.
the ,an l.a.b,.an longer like he had s.else but t.leave.
he s.o.logs and t.brush a a.home.
he l.w.candles o.tables in the kitchen and o.room b.g.rag and d.cut.
the ,an only t.o.cut on his face b.stopping.
he w.o.room and b.f.rug to his face b.l.down on it and r.around.
he breathed h.t.nose and c.eyes b.tiring and rising and g.window.
he c.j.b.see the shed in the d.night.
he g.candle and e.shed.
he cut a p.meat b.l.u.s.crates he had made.
u.s.leather was a s.t.bag that he took, with the meat, b.house.
he l.meat o.table and o.trapdoor in the kitchen and c.basement.
the b.walls had been s.w.wax and gravel and a p.d.leaves had been pulverized and c.s.s.cloth.
the ,an sat and o.bag and p.s.g.fibers onto his palm.
the ,an t.bag and p.down.
he c.hands.
he c.fibers, w.f.up in a g.dust.
the ,an b.dust and his lungs s.inflate and he t.m.m.air.
he seemed to k.breathing in as his c.expanded.
the room seemed to e.simultaneously, the c.room g.taller and taller.
he r.arms up and they swung at e.joint and f.themselves l.further f.body than before.
he p.bag from the floor and s.up to d.heights.
he b.head and b.shoulders a.h.trapdoor, which seemed to d.into a f.point of contact to himself.
and a.force c.into the movement of the panel, and the g.mass s.open and the shutting made s.k.noise that the ,an d.q.hear.
and a h.felt in the c.,an that y.loudly that he sent a.limbs pushing t.kitchen.
he g.ladel and s.h.mouthfuls of the p.gruel d.throat, where it c.b.sensation that made him f.vacuous and g.somewhere in the b.head.
he was warming and filling and his e.welling with tears.
he d.lit the o.fire as he s.sob and as he felt like his chest was b.breached by s.fingers and p.w.sticks.
the l.b.char on the pan turned into a r.sheen and the ,an yelled and m.meat f.table onto it.
the difference b.pan and meat l.go of itself with a s.w.sigh.
they had b.sticking and the fat s.warp and b.heavily and e.flabs s.topple over themselves as the s.warbled.
the smoke s.god in his head.
i.rocking the d.pleasure he had e.experienced.
Stop Go Stop Go Stop Go he pleaded.
it was like the p.water had t.eyes, t.nose, the s.pebbles all found and p.brain, they s.subdermally and made b.skin fat with a l.s.p.water.
t.g.b.d.c.muscles into c.mud and s.b.t.roots
he took his g.palm and fingers and clasped them o.platueau of b.r.meat and r.up and f.piece over and screamed.
his h.rolled and shuddered like the blood and b.falling out of the s.underside of a y.deer.
r.moved, rolling a.walls, k.knees t.furniture and swatting a.walls with his h.backs before they could t.face.
and when he l.it, e.organized in relation, p.towards the steak.
a closing of our own eyes;
a cessation,
an eon,
an archaeological dig-site,
a remembrance,
a breath taken in confirmation,
the removal of a dam,
and the return of shallow, running water to an old, dry creek:
a breath in nothing.
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twice
the ,an awoke on the r.home, where he k.herb and p.plots in one l.a.bowl from the side of a m.tree.
he l.face from the c.dirt of the plot and opened and c.mouth.
the sun was already f.o.him.
he g.w.m.edge of the house and l.himself to the ground, w.saw his door l.open, and his belongings a.grass.
he w.shed and w.cut a s.h.meat, but the s.h.meat made him f.lost.
he l.shed w.meat b.returning and slicing one p.meat.
The sun was a.set.
he l.forest.
Trees.
Stream.
a dog d.water downstream and s.,an.
it l.head and growled.
the ,an w.past the dog and w.t.stream.
he was at the c.hovel.
he f.entrance pulsing.
he was trying to get s.back.
the b.,an was a.cave.
the ,an had helped the b.,an e.since it s.up, its legs t.b.d.tree, b.watched by rats.
Kindly find me
the ,an had images of h.should be.
he f.entrance pulsing.
the b.,an was w.cave.
he had b.forest.
he k.who the ,an is now.
And after you left i had found nothing
the ,an entered the c.where the b.,an l.up at him.
he a.it and h.out the meat.
meat.
the b.,an g.meat but the ,an p.away. What are you doing?
the ,an growled and h.meat h.air.
You’re not going to give me- do you want something?
the ,an f.brow and b.angrily.
he b.v.hard and l.b.,an intensely.
the b.,an l.back with anger and questions.
they h.e.other.
again, the ,an b.meat i.f.him and s.closer to the b.,an.
w.o.hand, the ,an reached to t.shoulder b.,an.
You’ll see me after a while of looking
the b.,an l.up with a h.face.
the ,an l.back confused.
he d.meat and b.o.hand to neck of the b.,an and c.low.
the b.,an d.nothing and the ,an t.hand of the b.,an and b.his face.
the ,an p.hand of the b.,an to his face harder, confused.
he p.head to the head of the b.,an.
he p.himself a.body of the b.,an.
the ,an pressed and p.body of the b.,an and r.into the hole in the c.t.chest of the b.,an and p.l.thorn that r.there.
the man held the thorn and without it the broken man sprung up and kept growing, pale shimmering and thrushing with fur and creek water hissing shrilly turning booming every moment often no longer staved down but extending from its origin and collapsing and lapping the area out fo the cave hovel into the forest into all around it with the extremities of its present being only getting grander with the pressure of its warbling viscous becoming body crushing testing finding found and thereby propelling itself up with the thoughts of a surveyor of what space and how time to each at once into a single seed and knot of pebble floating touching nothing inside the throat of a man that eats and seeks death who fought everything to consume and not die and the infinitely high climax before be becomes something that doesn’t eat and is past death and he becomes and turns and realizes that love and the end are one and one and one 1 1 1 1 . . . . . . . . .
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